We will talk about it. I delete and talk about it.
I care about deleting you and the repeats.... I swear, you don't care and you're stupid as hell for it.
Elves, you care... Try.
I love you
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
The other night was full of poker.
The bar began swaying with a single sip of beer. My words became distorted, I began stumbling over each sentence and phrase drunk with absurdity. Small talk floods my veins. Two pool tables, each with a divergent feeling, crowd, genius...
The bar began swaying with a single sip of beer. My words became distorted, I began stumbling over each sentence and phrase drunk with absurdity. Small talk floods my veins. Two pool tables, each with a divergent feeling, crowd, genius...
Unafraid
There is a party. Alcohol is flowing like the Styx and Dionysus begins to drive his unaware worshippers into madness. Madness, that which goes against popular understanding. My feet travel forward, like Hermes with his magical sandals transcending into something new; a new realm, a new moment, a new now. My mind descends into philosophy and poetry as I humbly greet my night's acquaintances.
She is there.
"you and i are not snobs..."
And I begin to stare deeply into her eyes. She speaks to me with an air of familiarity. I look at her with a gaze of newness and freshness. Every gaze feels like a mystery.
"We are human beings;for whom birth is a supremely welcome mystery,the mystery of growing:the mystery which happens only and whenever we are faithful to ourselves. "
I wander to find my solitude. I speak with someone else. A casual conversation with a face my mind has not a name for. This is entirely pleasant, a hyper-realist's swim in the waters of familiarity. The wine tickles my lips like a feather from the finger-tips of Dionysus. He departs to dance. I remain.
I hear a word of magic. The mystery. The unknown. My world spins as if I have stepped into a new reality, a new dimension. Conversation alters as if controlled by a switchboard reacting to my thoughts, my interpretation, my understanding. I plunge into the absurd.
"Miracles are to come. With you, I leave the remembrance of miracles..."
She is there.
"you and i are not snobs..."
And I begin to stare deeply into her eyes. She speaks to me with an air of familiarity. I look at her with a gaze of newness and freshness. Every gaze feels like a mystery.
"We are human beings;for whom birth is a supremely welcome mystery,the mystery of growing:the mystery which happens only and whenever we are faithful to ourselves. "
I wander to find my solitude. I speak with someone else. A casual conversation with a face my mind has not a name for. This is entirely pleasant, a hyper-realist's swim in the waters of familiarity. The wine tickles my lips like a feather from the finger-tips of Dionysus. He departs to dance. I remain.
I hear a word of magic. The mystery. The unknown. My world spins as if I have stepped into a new reality, a new dimension. Conversation alters as if controlled by a switchboard reacting to my thoughts, my interpretation, my understanding. I plunge into the absurd.
"Miracles are to come. With you, I leave the remembrance of miracles..."
Monday, July 2, 2012
Sore
I feel overwhelemd by the love I feel for so many.
Sore beyond belief.
Sore.
Sore.
Sore.
I look beneath her eyes, I feel love.
I look beyond her eyes, I feel love.
I think about her voice, I feel love.
As I am alone.
Alone.
I reach a point where I reflect on my past, only to feel the love from
So many.
So many.
So many.
And now...
There is no one.
There is no one.
I am alone.
I feel love for so many...
How have they forgotten?
Living in memories while walking in picture frame valley.
Sore beyond belief.
Sore.
Sore.
Sore.
I look beneath her eyes, I feel love.
I look beyond her eyes, I feel love.
I think about her voice, I feel love.
As I am alone.
Alone.
I reach a point where I reflect on my past, only to feel the love from
So many.
So many.
So many.
And now...
There is no one.
There is no one.
I am alone.
I feel love for so many...
How have they forgotten?
Living in memories while walking in picture frame valley.
For An Omniscient Omnipotent God....
Omni, from you I learn
My everything and more
Nearing you with every breath
I find you are everything
All powerful, for is this lamp not power
All powerful, for is this thought not power
All powerful, for is this reader not power
All knowing, for you must have before
Planned to teach me this...
Omni, true, I am always with you
My everything and more
Nearing you with every breath
I find you are everything
All powerful, for is this lamp not power
All powerful, for is this thought not power
All powerful, for is this reader not power
All knowing, for you must have before
Planned to teach me this...
Omni, true, I am always with you
Once Sung a Bird Named Free
For there is no balance where there is only pain
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only joy
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only free
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only captivity
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only form
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only chaos
"Liberome"
Omni.... Omni....
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only joy
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only free
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only captivity
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only form
"Liberome"
For there is no balance where there is only chaos
"Liberome"
Omni.... Omni....
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Salvete Omni
My meditation is surrounded by nature,
Vivid veracity decorated by imagery
True from the hair shimmering from
Your name
Earth, you and your guests sing
To me, diving from expansive
Waters splishsplashing with word
Covered droplets echoing into a
Bird's song
"Laudo" I call outward, mind stretching
Toward your complete perfection
And here your wind echoes like
Water droplets with dancers as trees
Singing beautifully as brilliant birds fly near,
Louder, Louder
"Salvete, Omni" I greet your magnificence
Wholeheartedly knowing your presence is
Always around and speaking, praising
Omniscient and omnipotent powers as
I hear your song riding like feather's upon
A bird's swift wing with the breeze's thunderous
Always response
"Immortalis ductus" I am here to learn
Are you here to teach?
I hear nature's response become me
Vivid veracity decorated by imagery
True from the hair shimmering from
Your name
Earth, you and your guests sing
To me, diving from expansive
Waters splishsplashing with word
Covered droplets echoing into a
Bird's song
"Laudo" I call outward, mind stretching
Toward your complete perfection
And here your wind echoes like
Water droplets with dancers as trees
Singing beautifully as brilliant birds fly near,
Louder, Louder
"Salvete, Omni" I greet your magnificence
Wholeheartedly knowing your presence is
Always around and speaking, praising
Omniscient and omnipotent powers as
I hear your song riding like feather's upon
A bird's swift wing with the breeze's thunderous
Always response
"Immortalis ductus" I am here to learn
Are you here to teach?
I hear nature's response become me
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
ee
"A natural citizen of immortality... He is a little more than everything,he is democracy;he is alive: he is ourselves.
Miracles are to come. With you I leave a remembrance of miracles: they are by somebody who can love and who shall be continually reborn,a human being;somebody who said to those near him,when his fingers would not hold a brush "tie it into my hand"-
Never the murdered finalities of wherewhen and yesno,impotent nongames of wrongright and rightwrong;never to gain or pause,never the soft adventure of undoom,greedy anguishes and cringing ecstasies of inexistence;never to rest and never to have:only to grow.
Always the beautiful answer who asks a more beautiful question"
Miracles are to come. With you I leave a remembrance of miracles: they are by somebody who can love and who shall be continually reborn,a human being;somebody who said to those near him,when his fingers would not hold a brush "tie it into my hand"-
Never the murdered finalities of wherewhen and yesno,impotent nongames of wrongright and rightwrong;never to gain or pause,never the soft adventure of undoom,greedy anguishes and cringing ecstasies of inexistence;never to rest and never to have:only to grow.
Always the beautiful answer who asks a more beautiful question"
Friday, May 25, 2012
Books: Veritas "Ver iam"
There's no prompt, not here...
There's no theory, not directly...
There's some translation of living...
There's some approximation of existing...
Where here becomes else is
Where here coincides with me...
Where this universe is lost through possibility...
Here pages of words like spells open portals
Here multiverses are created, forever immortals.
I read these pages, these pages upon pages of texts... Each story a new world, a new reality, a universe not quite where I am, or not quite where I was. I recognize the fact that I am happy as I explore. The book closes, and I am taken away. I alter and transform the hand of reality, finding myself somewhere new. Inside of these pages I create. There are no restrictions, the world does not withhold the reader's imagination, at least until the pages close like a portal to somewhere beyond. Truth becomes an action and reaction from minds to ideas, thoughts, and creations.
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
These two words are not so different, are they? The four look balanced together like a couple repeated. My pages overflow with magic. Poets recounting miracles explored, originators writing of loneliness and pain changing a world which once tried to change them, each exploring limitless truth and possibility. Escaping from a reality which refuses to accept- from there what occurs? One, in turn, refuses to accept it, altering the very fabric of reality. Some become overjoyed as this transformation occurs, as an individual grows beyond the grasp of their roots. There's a newness to this. New groups of people arise. Old groups react. Inwardly, they wish to force the other to return, to return to the mundaneness and stagnative existence of snobbery and unmagic, a world of untruth.
String Theories become a thread linking one from universe to universe, with a trail of words and pages, a trail of memories and shifted realities. Quantum physics begins to give power to a thought, where every thought becomes a thing creating, creating. Philosophy calls forth for a thinker's thoughts always proven by a prover. An author creates, originates this universe to a multiverse known only as truth. What the thinker thinks, the provers prove... Thoughts becoming things, becoming things...
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
What could be more important than believing and allowing others to believe?
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
A magician inquires, what sets us aside? Is it the loneliness, the pain, is it a reaction to a world which always has tried to force us to become something we're not? Is it the pain of knowing there's something inside of you which is different, or knowing there is something outside of you which is different? Is it being one who knows how to believe? Is it mere knowledge?
I listen as my thoughts collide with the world, changing, forming, morphing, creating...
I pick up a book, wishing only to learn more.
Veritas explore... iam, iam...
There's no theory, not directly...
There's some translation of living...
There's some approximation of existing...
Where here becomes else is
Where here coincides with me...
Where this universe is lost through possibility...
Here pages of words like spells open portals
Here multiverses are created, forever immortals.
I read these pages, these pages upon pages of texts... Each story a new world, a new reality, a universe not quite where I am, or not quite where I was. I recognize the fact that I am happy as I explore. The book closes, and I am taken away. I alter and transform the hand of reality, finding myself somewhere new. Inside of these pages I create. There are no restrictions, the world does not withhold the reader's imagination, at least until the pages close like a portal to somewhere beyond. Truth becomes an action and reaction from minds to ideas, thoughts, and creations.
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
These two words are not so different, are they? The four look balanced together like a couple repeated. My pages overflow with magic. Poets recounting miracles explored, originators writing of loneliness and pain changing a world which once tried to change them, each exploring limitless truth and possibility. Escaping from a reality which refuses to accept- from there what occurs? One, in turn, refuses to accept it, altering the very fabric of reality. Some become overjoyed as this transformation occurs, as an individual grows beyond the grasp of their roots. There's a newness to this. New groups of people arise. Old groups react. Inwardly, they wish to force the other to return, to return to the mundaneness and stagnative existence of snobbery and unmagic, a world of untruth.
String Theories become a thread linking one from universe to universe, with a trail of words and pages, a trail of memories and shifted realities. Quantum physics begins to give power to a thought, where every thought becomes a thing creating, creating. Philosophy calls forth for a thinker's thoughts always proven by a prover. An author creates, originates this universe to a multiverse known only as truth. What the thinker thinks, the provers prove... Thoughts becoming things, becoming things...
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
What could be more important than believing and allowing others to believe?
Magic. Truth. Magic. Truth.
A magician inquires, what sets us aside? Is it the loneliness, the pain, is it a reaction to a world which always has tried to force us to become something we're not? Is it the pain of knowing there's something inside of you which is different, or knowing there is something outside of you which is different? Is it being one who knows how to believe? Is it mere knowledge?
I listen as my thoughts collide with the world, changing, forming, morphing, creating...
I pick up a book, wishing only to learn more.
Veritas explore... iam, iam...
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Sa (L'Ve) te
Two apart my heart and soul to i
to find You
So...l_ving
poems like riddles...
clouds cLouds
These nimbus clouds These nimbus clouds
clouds cLouds
L P
R
A A
U i
D s
A E
Raining magnanimusly puddles of drops...
...Adieu, Adieu... ...Adieu, Adieu...
to find You
So...l_ving
poems like riddles...
clouds cLouds
These nimbus clouds These nimbus clouds
clouds cLouds
L P
R
A A
U i
D s
A E
Raining magnanimusly puddles of drops...
...Adieu, Adieu... ...Adieu, Adieu...
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
"Thou Sing A Little Church... i"
Love, your embrace remains a wake
In the lake of my past. I make
Miniature ripples where I peer
Near enough to see near
Your heavenly eyes.
Distant love, nameless future,
Where am I to drive through
These lonely days? To lands of
Wishes? To the cloud guiding
Me to hear your perfect song?
To there where imagination watches
Our Lips touch as every flower
Kisses springs omnipotence...
Love, centered, you remain my core,
The altar to my secret temple,
The meaning behind my holiest hymn.
Love, where Always-Winter Warms
To Spring, comes beautifully a reawakening...
In the lake of my past. I make
Miniature ripples where I peer
Near enough to see near
Your heavenly eyes.
Distant love, nameless future,
Where am I to drive through
These lonely days? To lands of
Wishes? To the cloud guiding
Me to hear your perfect song?
To there where imagination watches
Our Lips touch as every flower
Kisses springs omnipotence...
Love, centered, you remain my core,
The altar to my secret temple,
The meaning behind my holiest hymn.
Love, where Always-Winter Warms
To Spring, comes beautifully a reawakening...
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Sadness
Every Word
Sadness
Fleeing from emotional cloud covered eyes
My spirit travels like rain drops.
I am surrounded by the sadness of thoughts;
How was I ever good enough for you?
My sadness becomes a shield, a holy
Hymn, an eternal heartbeat, total Truth.
God, I miss these tears, this sadness,
This emotional purification- These tears sooth
So much pain, pain for me, Pain from...
These tears sooth like Rain... For me, for them....
Was I ever good enough?
Was I ever good enough for you,
For Thou...
Stretching
Reaching to my core
I find my center
Holy, complete, pure
Returning to enter
The center of my
Soul, as if exiting
My Form to walk
Within my heart.
Gazing, I look to heavens,
"Sky, how far dost Thou extend?"
Like a perfect stretch,
Glorious, Enormous, True...
Every Word Remains
A Double Edged Sword
Every Thing Remains
Strangely Planned
As if I've learned to
Read the Fabrics of Fate's Illusion
With some Nietzscheian Zarathustraic fervor,
Getting my Advice from the sound of a pen
on Paper.
When Everything becomes a twisted mystery,
Am I always the detective?
Writing always turns with
Never-Ending Couplets...
Battling with the "Policeman of my mind"
Wondering how he has nothing better to do.
Sadness
Fleeing from emotional cloud covered eyes
My spirit travels like rain drops.
I am surrounded by the sadness of thoughts;
How was I ever good enough for you?
My sadness becomes a shield, a holy
Hymn, an eternal heartbeat, total Truth.
God, I miss these tears, this sadness,
This emotional purification- These tears sooth
So much pain, pain for me, Pain from...
These tears sooth like Rain... For me, for them....
Was I ever good enough?
Was I ever good enough for you,
For Thou...
Stretching
Reaching to my core
I find my center
Holy, complete, pure
Returning to enter
The center of my
Soul, as if exiting
My Form to walk
Within my heart.
Gazing, I look to heavens,
"Sky, how far dost Thou extend?"
Like a perfect stretch,
Glorious, Enormous, True...
Friday, May 11, 2012
descent
Been so high High took me to High
Like a God, like a Little god...
Been so High had to learn how to soar
to descend and avoid
a fall...
a fall...
like a bird, a little b(go)d
A Perfect descent
Like a God, like a Little god...
Been so High had to learn how to soar
to descend and avoid
a fall...
a fall...
like a bird, a little b(go)d
A Perfect descent
Thursday, May 10, 2012
God, I Miss You
Two
There is the one which knows
Love is always, forever,
Heavier than carrying the heavens,
I carry my love
There is two which recedes,
Fleeing your grace, faithfully,
Striving to forget you
to alleviate, not weight, but pain
Twisted exponential loneliness
Like a darkness which flees
Light's flickering recession,
Where I remain, patiently
Your always presence reminds me
Of your never presence, the way I hear
Your singing beyond my window,
Somehow apart like two halves
To a broken promise.
Magically, I Hear You
Magically, your voice pours forth,
Like a perfect dream, to caress
My Ears like a guitar playing
Our perfect love song
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Transforming
Transforming
A dawning love transforms to nows...
Love, your ever-forever mystery,
Years of staring into your almond eyes,
Sorting through beginnings and medians
And futures where endings mean never.
Where evers become forevers become
promises.
Best friend, where joy and happiness
Remain, always.
I am here,
Waiting...
Always your surgeon with words as my
scalpel.
Your surgeon, your healer,
Your builder of castles,
Your crafter of fairy tales.
I shall love you as deep as blossoming
Prarie-Winkle Lillie's gazing through
infinite
Stardust. I shall love you always and
forever,
Through thick and through thin.
To cherish, to wait, to promise,
To stare into your pillow eyes
Of almonds....
My Hand Guides You
My hand guides you, seed of infinite growth,
To a small hole, where my tiny fingers, near
To your miniature formidability,
Cover you with
A quick gesture, where your birth begins with
Earth. Impalpable soil, your luscious dew filled
Embrace sinks to the core as blood pumps to give my heart a beat,
encompassing, complete...
Here, almost suddenly, you spring forth, a statuesque pillar, a tower of
earthly power.
I watch you comfortably extending above and outreaching my longest stretch.
One instant the size of a dew-droplet, the next, a
Ship the size of my love.
Where wind blows
Leaves like sails....
Her Smile
I found one moment complete
Reviving my heartbeat
A touch of softness, her hand
Reviving my heartbeat
My heartbeat, a renewing land
Reviving my heartbeat
Complete.
One touch became my return
From Heroes Underworld
Reviving my heartbeat,
Complete
Complete
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
From Number Two
As
the tempest in my soul shouts out and screams…
Rain
falls from my eyes as I dream of your face
I
search through my heart as if crawling through space.
With
the sound of your voice an internal ear
I
sort through the memories of all of our years.
Your
face dances through my mind, yet it haunts me each second,
This
oblique thing called love wasn’t one to be reckoned.
As
this feeling of trepidation reaches my room,
Our
love gets refined just as a rose slowly blooms.
I
remember when I first saw you, your words captured my heart;
They
filled me with happiness and joy from the start.
So
the expansion of our hearts will unfold to renew
Love
will be my compass as it guides me to you.
These
quietly reminiscent days pass
Slowly,
softly touching delicate glass
Stained
cathedral ligaments set above
Holy
altars. These creations of love,
Monuments
to ancient figures, crafted
To
celebrate perfection perfected.
These
long stained Sun enhanced holy windows,
These
blooming colors, hues amber and rose,
Await
breath from the holiest angles,
Breathing
with colors like gifts from Angels.
Holy
creations smooth and crystaline,
Elegant
images ever-blessed to shine.
As
Faith's sapphire irises create
Moments
untranslatable, holy, pure.
i am the who who cares the no one who is there for you truth is i am true
truthfully
points of nothingness are nothing with something for nothing knows not
whether nothing is nothing without believing still exists
i begin entering a Google of paradoxes, where foxes cleverly
dabble through mythological philosophies, quadrants
of modernities oxymoronical electronic tetra religious mythologies,
wh
e
r
e
pace
s
l
o
w s
then
rapidly begins typing quickly again
i
am who knows
too
Shall we explain?
i am who i am
Google responds to:
woo2lovee woo2lovee woo2lovee woo2lovee woo2lovee woo2lovee
Without results...
I
i T(w0) T(w0) T(w0 two two two two two two two two two two two two two two two
two two two two two two two two two two two twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo
twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo twoo
with 2+2=5
My tears have washed away like a storm
A storm where nature thrives to release
Where people long for fresh skies.
Next, nature pauses, softly, perfectly,
Wondering who to thank for tears.
To Imagine
There is some worldwide governing body
Where numbers are given, such as one
And Two... Imagine being one of them,
Explicitly deemed "Smartest Genius
of Geniuses."
You provide them with solutions,
Solutions trickle through an information
Storm drain, like a google search without
A response, or a library section without
Text.
"You're the only answer"
You hear them telling you.
You solve entertainment,
Global food,
Weather,
Peace (if only they would listen)
Jobs, too.
Oh, and theories... Theories which
Are Facts when Philosopher's wish.
Oh! Number one, and number two...
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Who Knew, Turning
"I'd rather learn from one bird how to sing
than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance"
Who Defending a Chicken
I Turn
than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance"
Who Defending a Chicken
"Happy
fourth," she says to me,
walking
into her house.
"Yeah..."
is all strength allows me
to
utter. Though, it may be
a
beautiful moment of historical
equality;
A
bird begins singing to me;
"Hear
a song about my sisters;
They
have been in captivity
for
ages, and with the echoes
of
revolution screaming through
the
sky, I implore you
To
think of my sisters."
"Some
are crackling
after
a life of prison (remember: to live
and
to die)
There
is a boom
and
there are crackles
With
an explosion of flames
fluttering
in the firework
covered
sky.
My
mind focused on a bird,
struggling
without hope
in
this,
America,
land of those
who
say free.
"LÄ«berĆme!"
"LÄ«berĆte!"
they
cry, and sing,
and
crackle.
I Turn
As
a frozen chill slices through my body
I
feel the sun upon my skin.
Repelling
the warmth while digesting the cold,
I
begin to shiver once again.
Teeth
ch ch chattering from deep within my soul,
Cl
cl clattering like a spoon on an empty bowl,
Cr
cr crawling through a empty hole
Left
inside my heart.
Too
numb to feel, too dumb to think.
Too
cold to move, too bold to sink.
Too
weak to hope, too bleak to pray.
Too
in love to die this way.
Cold
hands move in front of frozen knees,
A
warm sun shines through an icy breeze,
A
cool wind blows through snow covered trees,
And
I crawl on, too in love to freeze;
I'm
too in love to freeze.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Saving Lives
I remember being a child and reading historical documents regarding slavery, massive genocide, and humans without rights. I remember asking myself how anyone in their right mind could ever justify such things. I remember reflecting on the fact that during each instance, the majority of people supported such causes.
In relation to America- Total number of (Per YEAR)…
Human deaths caused by animals: 124.35
Animal deaths caused by humans (Food consumption alone): 62 Billion
Just to show the numbers side by side…
124.35
62,000,000,000.00
Does this seem just? Does this seem balanced? Does this seem like a good way for humans to exert power?
This is modern genocide, people need to learn.
Analogies: Freudian Anal Fixations
Well, the modern day Nazis eat their meat.
Grouping together, they do. Grouping together, they do.
Well, the modern day racists drink their milk.
Grouping together, they do. Grouping together, they do.
Beastiality and necromancy
Murder and concentration camps
Human induced slavery
History repeats itself,
Do you? Do you?
Meat is worse than murder.
It's true. It's true.
Now, I know.
In relation to America- Total number of (Per YEAR)…
Human deaths caused by animals: 124.35
Animal deaths caused by humans (Food consumption alone): 62 Billion
Just to show the numbers side by side…
124.35
62,000,000,000.00
Does this seem just? Does this seem balanced? Does this seem like a good way for humans to exert power?
This is modern genocide, people need to learn.
Analogies: Freudian Anal Fixations
Well, the modern day Nazis eat their meat.
Grouping together, they do. Grouping together, they do.
Well, the modern day racists drink their milk.
Grouping together, they do. Grouping together, they do.
Beastiality and necromancy
Murder and concentration camps
Human induced slavery
History repeats itself,
Do you? Do you?
Meat is worse than murder.
It's true. It's true.
Veganism saves lives.
Do you? Do you?
Thursday, April 26, 2012
OM-T(w)o who-m it ma(i_) mean something,
OM-T(w)o who-m it ma(i_) mean something,
It’s
difficult to explain, to decide where to begin… My relatively third year,
perhaps. Betwixt observations inside of the corporate chain, one connected to
primarily McDonalds, Apple, Jamba Juice, partially Starbucks, one’s view of the
entire nation and governmental structure begins to not only shift, but morph
into a twisted-omniscientdisgustedallseeing-everything. We may discuss things
such as panoptic structures, yet any discussing tends to bring forth
accusations, mostly in terms paranoia, etc.. I am not blind to such things. The
institutionalized America, corporate chains, essentially the fabric of American
culture, tends to run, ruin, and shape, several lives. People are made and
broken inside of the vicious chain, where people hide their motives like Hawks.
Hoc ergo, quis incipio, ultravisavistuprobitas…
Verti, Verto, Veritas Vivo. Cogito!!..! Where Rimbaud, Robert Anton, Rilke,
cummings, Cavafy, even Petra ring forth like a liberamibell. How does
one EXPLAIN!
Cavafy
explains the cycle, “The same everywhere… we flee, only to find what we ran from
more potently in front of our eyes.” The fear, to eliminate fear… There is a
chain, with a peak. Aware in their own respects, every individual (LAUDA)
begins to appreciate, respect, problematize, trap, and understand things in
diverging manners. The idiosyncrasies (CRAS) of the modern fabric is
used (sed) to exemplify the theory, to each his own. However, as a
person begins to see, to view, to observe, one becomes…. How to explain! There
is a peak, a ruling class who guides (SED) the (DURDING-PT.- Der...
t-he) majority of lives with complete awareness; there is a funnel, with a
peak, a tip, where a minority of only few control. Between a governmental
election based (yet) around an electoral college, where votes are deviate from
the common understanding of democratic equal voting, where laws apply only to
the few, where degrees and majors are equipped beneath belts like a canon,
where there is continual misunderstanding, confusion, and a general fleeting
desire to simply avoid, there are the few who strive, stand out, and even
silently alter the fabric like a thread upon a knitted cap. How to
explain!.!.!!!
Power.
Responsibility. Power. Responsibility. Power. Responsibility. Could this
language (veritas) explain enough, a sufficient summary (VISUSSUM) to put another
in a position to comprehend (C OM-PR). Here, I try to show bread like pain,
demands from this non-existent barrier to fix this, to fix that, where mere
guesstimations and calculations like summations integrated with physic
_(Viv0) to optimize, equalize, and balance a system which (HIC)
supports not the majority, even while few realize. How to explain!
…how
to explain in terms for you to comprehend? You read these words and begin to
inquire, is he c-ra-z-y? To this I respond a person seeking to explain may not
always be understood, a poet, an originator, an artist, deserves to be analyzed
for a reason, not merely casted aside. How to
explain…. Open-mindedness compiling massive information from a series of
disciplines- what for, one may inquire?- to find- complete. Per-HA-P.S. there is
no clearer way to explain.
I found myself in a globalized household. I became an ambassador of sorts, a treaty maker, a preventer. Each person from a differing walk of life, a differing country, a differing ideological frame-work and level of comprehension; together the few of us began to intertwine knowledge. What forces (VIS) drove us together? Here we exceed the level of government structures, scholastic institutions, corporate governance, not a branch from our mere government… Not deviate completely, here is an important part not to be misunderstood- Each played their own role, naturally- it was a combination from a globalized perspective, not one government, multiple.
Vis
a vis…
I
was in the process of completing a few books, and creating new ones. It was
decided a semester of school was less important. There was something
unexplainable, writing beyond a bible, beyond scripture. The plan was- graduate
on time, with the class of 2012, and spend a semester focusing on nothing aside
from… From… Art. How to explain…
I
began showing up to classes. I went to the classes which had the most
significance, up until mid-semester. Mid-semester there was a transitory
period. Here, I began to separate for a series of reasons. Meditation,
linguistic patterns, communication techniques, essays diverging from the voice
necessary. And…
I
suppose the answer ultimately boils down to this, does it not?
The accident was more than an accident, with more than
symbolistic and underlying themes… It was more than analyzing life. It was a
series of both spiritual manifestos, human control, and brainwashing, as
peculiar as one may believe such an explanation to be. The story… The story…
Serious,
Vent tĂș....
'twas
driving northbound, seeking a place to reside, a place to call home. Passed
many towns and cities, malcontented with the majority of them, at least for a
hometown. I drove through Mt. Tamalpais, the view was stunning. I was searching
for TJ-trabajar, familiarly dis familiar.
As
I was driving, I began contemplating my life up til present pointland portae.
The night before ca...spe... Oro... Mi... Spell¡ aid, or at least with a
friendly remembrance of
JK...
CP…
Disfunctio
word? Guess… Perfecting….
Anyways,
The
drive was filled with music from my past, songs rekindling the emotions I felt
before, before I was twisted into sensate sapiente legali libero-me system. I
remember being in love, I remember... Must trust....
I
realized it was my time to find new, a new life, a new direction. I
realizenation there to remember what was l, and how far 2 look 2…
I
began to gaze and curiously inquire with my inner Self, what how ideal appear
to me? I decided it would be quaint, unique, immersed in nature, interformula
cito-villa. The drive showed so near, yet none seemed perfitto. Night daunting,
night shroused, night immersero fog. My mind was creating towns.
I drove.
A
story came to mind, near ping, near pong... perro curiosa,
signifina.
I
found myself behind a large line of cars, and I passed. I had been driving supremely,
I went through San Francisco roller-pastiera-montis- smoothly. I passed the
cars and found vast. There fog... The night seemed drenched in a cloud of
mystery. A petit red car was in front, IT hesitantly let me pass.
There
was significance to the little red car.
I
went around a corner, Above 55, numeral tu. Accendo... Turn was fairly
wide,myet right enough to wu or wi. I thou
G
t appropriate velocitĂ .
Jet
pilot, ignizione!!!, soaring Explorer o vast...
Car
went around turn, went sideways. to correct, o ver, stereo mille singng,
with
a spin,
car
sideways.
I
turning wheel and tires caught what must have been dry.
The
car flipped
and
began rolling.
I
remember calm.
The
car rolled over toward the cliff, I saw it coming. Through the chaos, there was
some sort of peace in the air, in the mystery, in the timing of the unknown. I
flew off the cliff
CrASHED!
T
r ee,
BooM!
car
reversal down, yet a moment devoid gravity. My car door was jammed shut, I
could barely move. The cars insides were swarmed with oil, exhaust. My right
arm, unaware at the time, could barely bend. I struggled for what felt an hour
trying to unlatch the buckle to set myself free. "libero me, libero
me..." The airbag(s) et plura deflated, it didn't even seem. I reached
toward the passenger door, with a sense of intrigue. It opened. It was
love-locked before crashed. It was love-
unlocked
from who...
Blood
was pouring from my brain and head profusely, a new form- vehicular intestines.
gasoline or internal..?. trickle, trickle...
Aspettiamo....
...Estranging.
Liquid inside. I felt as if "al mighty... Speek...." Nike bag somehow
gloriously landed perfectly-
Median
of dashboard.
Pi.
The shirt I was wearing beneath was one of those symbols you see when your
heart’still intact.
I
steer, I thought. I steer, I knew. Yet… Yet… Quis? Mind control, a foetal
negation, a mental bridge persistently slammed into. An abundance of saneness
overflew through my mind. Sadness. Pain. Eternal omniscience. “Dominus, MAGNUS,
MAGUS!” I screamed to nothing.
Stuck
inside a vehicle, locked then unlocked, from who?
Upon
pietas…. Stumbled to freeway. Cars zoomed by, most without empathy to slow
velocity and reduce acceleration. I waited, puddles of blood in my wake, body
nearly broken.
Time
existed not. Time- a dimension created by mortalis, humans attempt to
grasp this eternity we therefore know as existence. I waited. I waited. I
waited. I waited. As if my heart was more broken than my body… How… How… Who…
A
half an eternity passed. Thoughts of heartbrokenness, a loss of public trust,
where I found myself… Myself. Alone.
Alone…
Alone?
A
flash- ambulance.
“PR-OM-ITATiS!”
Probitas… I thought.
A
word containing the fundamental powers to heal, to hinder, to impair… To
combine and fix.
Who
knew.
i,
world pulls away.
i
pull
away.
i…
i…
When
Distance out loops wormholes, portae, uni-versa rushes, temporal;
pause,… new… world, return,
return....
To
in love with someone new... ¿Who?Quid, quis, quis...
And
there was normalcy.
A
median, a center, a social-determined norm.
Again,
love, again and again, yet return, to win.
As
if the entire universe collapses for one instant…
The
car accident was, to put it simply, life threatening. The loss of blood was
astronomical, the potential risk was even steeper. This brings me to now…Here I remain. A living American Dream.
Awakened. A meditative energy of knowledge continually expanding and bursting
like a Big Bang.
Where
there is a unique individual, there is hope. If…
Veritas…
Sun-net…
At
Five, An If… i’D
The
names began to shift in some nonexistent game
Where
suns began a battle, battling again.
Magnus
becomes key, wholeheartedly,
Ancient
keeps turning the world upon my key.
Glorious
and pitiful, a no one and a king
Notorious
and infamous, an invisible celebrity,
Ultimately
untimely, patiently all one,
Sempervivoo
forever, forever turns to one,
Intrinsic
turns to thus, singular to us;
Newness
a perspective, future becomes trust.
Eternity
a glimmer, temporal alters now,
Tenaciously
vivacious, from Amor, you are my wow...
Love,
here is renewal, purity, and free
Again
i feel Here you, a here to you from me;
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